Friday, September 08, 2006

Porn changed my life (1)

Ever wondered if pornography has effects on girls? Read on...

I had my computer & Internet connection about 8 years ago when I was in junior college. I starting exchanging emails with one of my male cousin who's 2 years younger than me. One day I received an email from him with a picture attachment titled "BradPitt" that got me all excited. Brad Pitt was one of my fave movie stars back then & he was described as the sexiest man alive!!! No joke k!

I double clicked on the file & it's Brad Pitt all right - a naked one. 100% uncovered. Man.... I was so upset. I just shot back an email warning my cousin not to send me such stuff again else I'm going to tell his mother. Well... I didn't any receive any email from him for a long long time after that.

Looking back my cousin must have thought it was funny. But the truth is I was really really offended by what I saw. I didn't even ask for it!!!

8 years later....

If I shut my eyes now I can still see that yucky picture vaguely in my mind. What I saw for that split second became imprinted in my mind for the last 8 years. It's just stuck there much as I've tried to forget :(

If you're given a choice to choose today "Are you prepared to carry these filthy images with you"???

3 comments:

nulay said...

Female Wellness Ambassador! Kudos to you! May you influence the wired youths of today who grow up in an internet media generation, that batches not an eyelid when they view pornography... and yes, even girls... feel so sorry and sad for them

Wai Mun said...

I goes to school to teach on the dangers of Porn and the key message we leave behind is " Pornographic pictures are hard to erase from your minds. Don't get started." You may think that porn is harmless and you can control it. Yet the truth is porn pollutes our mind, degrade our values and can control our thoughts and behaviour!

Want to affirm Miss Kermit for making herself vulnerable by sharing something of her past =)

kermit said...

Wah Mr Lam, say until like tat want to keep some personal secrets also can't liao!!! :P

But ya la actually my life really pretty excited one though it seems pretty quiet on the outside. Haha!
(I didn't know I can talk in riddles!)